lagi mikir ... there are some people who would like to be in my position right now ... or at least, enjoy doing what i am currently working now ... but then again, me, the one in the position, can't feel what they are feeling ... kenapa ya? i never thought that i belong here ... gosh ... i don't know why ... it's not that i don't feel grateful or anything, but just ...
mungkin terkait sama apa yg lg terjadi di kantor ... serikat pekerja lg heboh2nya menuntut haknya ... kita yg di dalem pd pengen keluar, atau paling nggak, ada perubahan sistem yg bisa menguntungkan kedua pihak ... sementara yg di luar pd pengen masuk, mungkin karena tergiur janji2 surga yg diumbar ... yakin mo masuk?
but then again, kembali ke pribadi masing2 ... ada yg merasa memang "jiwa"nya tu udah ada di sini, "this is me", they said, "this is my world", they said ... am i be able to say that confidently? i don't think so ... not at this moment, at least ...
gimana sih, udah umur segini kok msh aja blm menemukan jati diri? caelah ... eh tapi, emang ada batesan umur ya buat nemuin what you love the most? what drives you to wake up every morning and be yourself and do things passionately? harusnya (or, kayaknya) enggak ya ...
ga ngerti ... again, for a moment in life, i am in an intersection ... which path i should take? what kind of decision i should make? dan jawabannya lagi2 ... dear God, help me ...
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tenang tenang...aku juga gitu kok..kebeneran ada jalan untuk keluar dari situ hihihi....goodluck piet, mungkin kalo udah pulang dari inggris everything is better :)
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