Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Why ...


Why people get involved in relationships?
I don't know about you, but do you agree that there is a saying that you don't always get what you want, but you always get what you need ...?
Maybe I am the worst person when it comes to relationship ... I keep bumping into surprises from him ... And of course I get shocked every time ... The first thing that comes into my mind that, God ... why is this happening to me? Is it because I don't like surprises? Or is that I just can't adapt myself to this relationship? To him ...? I don't know ...

I know that two characters can't be easily blended into one ... But, for me, why is it so hard to do so? Is there something wrong with me ...?
Sometimes I feel tired ... Sigh ... I don't have anyone to talk to ... To God, of course ...

Monday, September 1, 2008

God ...
First day of Ramadan ...

I don't know how to explain this, but ... Sometimes I feel that I don't have a partner (Under the Bridge - Red Hot Chili Pepper) ... No, it's just that ... Sometimes I feel like I don't belong here ... Maybe it's boredom or something ... Maybe I need new environment ... (Quoted from someone ...) Sometimes I feel like I can't work like this ...

God ...
So nagging ... :((

God ...
Help me ...
But part of me saying that I should just move on ... Sigh ... :(