A message from Haidar Bagir

We had a guest lecture yesterday ... A creative person ... A successful businessman ... Well, maybe you can tell by his work of producing 'laskar pelangi' ... Anyway, there are some things I remember from his lecture that keep circling in my mind ... those were ...

"You don't get married to someone you love, but you have to love someone whom you married to ..."

And also when it comes to jobs, he said ...

"Either you love the job that you are working in, or, if you find your job is not the one that you love, you try your best to love it, other wise, it's better for you to find another one ..."

Hm ... What do YOU think?

Taking the easy way ...

Taking the easy way ... Even it is not that easy ... But it means leaving everything behind ... Fresh start ... Is it really ...?

Beached

Beached

(Orbital - Angelo Badalamenti)

Trust me, it´s paradise.

This is where the hungry come to feed.

For mine is a generation that circles the globe in search of something we haven´t tried before.

So never refuse an invitation.

Never resist the unfamiliar

Never fail to be polite

And never out stay your welcome.

Just keep your mind open and suck in the experience.

And if it hurts, you know what, it´s probably worth it.

You hope and you dream, but you never believe that something is going to happen to you.

Not like it does in the movies.

And when it actually does, you expect it to feel different.

More visceral, more real.

I was waiting for it to hit me.

I still believe in Paradise.

But now at least I know it´s not some place you can look for

Because it´s not where you go

It´s how you feel for a moment in your life.

And if you find that moment, it will last forever.

Missing Sports ... :(

Gosh ... How much I miss sporting ... Not only that I miss it but need it also ... But when do I have the time ... I've got to spare the time ...! Kok bisa jadi gini ya ... You've become a working slave without realizing it's happening to you ... Sigh ... Got to change ...

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Missing ...

I missed my first surveys ... Had a lot of fun ...! Although the energy was not worth it, but still ... They went out great ... :D So what's the difference with the last one? I could be me, that's all ...

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I wanna be able to say ...

I wanna be able to say, "Perhaps I am one of the lucky persons which have hobbies as their jobs ..." But is there anything as "a dream job?" A job that is so perfect that can satisfy all we need? Setelah beberapa kali ngalamin beberapa kali jadi karyawan, kok kayaknya there is no such thing as "a dream job". Ada yang bilang, alaah ... kerjaan mah di mana-mana juga sama, pasti ada gak enaknya, gak mungkin lah enak mulu ...! Iya juga sih ... Tapi at least, if we can do our hobbies as work, who don't want that?
Fiuh ... lagi capek aja kali ... or bored? Sometimes I just feel like getting out of here ... Tau deh, yang penting, gak mau pegang duit lagi, mending kalo duit sendiri ... Belom lagi kerjaan-kerjaan yg laen ... Gak ngerti deh ... KK lain kayak gini gak sih ...? Kayaknya I don't have time for myself anymore ... What about my personal ideas & goals? When do i got the time to do that?
Well, maybe I still need a lot of time to learn how to manage the time ... Gosh ... ;((


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Why ...

Why people get involved in relationships?
I don't know about you, but do you agree that there is a saying that you don't always get what you want, but you always get what you need ...?
Maybe I am the worst person when it comes to relationship ... I keep bumping into surprises from him ... And of course I get shocked every time ... The first thing that comes into my mind that, God ... why is this happening to me? Is it because I don't like surprises? Or is that I just can't adapt myself to this relationship? To him ...? I don't know ...
I know that two characters can't be easily blended into one ... But, for me, why is it so hard to do so? Is there something wrong with me ...?
Sometimes I feel tired ... Sigh ... I don't have anyone to talk to ... To God, of course ...

God ...
First day of Ramadan ...

I don't know how to explain this, but ... Sometimes I feel that I don't have a partner (Under the Bridge - Red Hot Chili Pepper) ... No, it's just that ... Sometimes I feel like I don't belong here ... Maybe it's boredom or something ... Maybe I need new environment ... (Quoted from someone ...) Sometimes I feel like I can't work like this ...

God ...
So nagging ... :((

God ...
Help me ...
But part of me saying that I should just move on ... Sigh ... :(

Nothing

He loves me ... He loves me not ... He loves me ... He loves me not ... He loves me ... He loves me not ... Oh, well ...

I think there's only one of me in this world ...

You see it for yourself, right?